But how could Lu Yuner lose her sense of propriety? The rational her clearly knew that this was in Yun Qinwang’s mansion. If she were to take the young master Su’s body here, even if she was the person the young master Su liked, it would ruin Yun Qinwang’s mansion’s reputation.
Even with a hundred times more courage, she wouldn’t dare to ruin the family’s reputation!
At this moment, as the young master Su leaned down, what met her eyes was the delicate, creamy snow-white skin.
Lu Yuner moved her hand from his chin to his loosened collar, tidying up his clothes for him.
Lu Yuner said helplessly: “Anwan, a month’s time will pass quickly, just in the blink of an eye. It won’t be a long wait. Could it be that you’re afraid I’ll change my affections, or change my mind and run away?”
Su Qingwan lowered his eyes slightly, and after a moment of silence, shook his head.
Lu Yuner noticed the pause before the young master Su’s answer. By all rights, she had already given him enough love and sense of security. Why was his answer still so uncertain?
She asked seriously: “Why the hesitation? What exactly is Anwan worried about?”
Su Qingwan was silent again for a moment, then raised his eyes to look at Lu Yuner with a complex expression. “Sister Yuner, you are a good woman. Meeting you and then being able to receive your affection makes me very happy. I feel like I’m the happiest man in the world.”
“Your kindness towards me, your love for me, gradually makes me insatiable. I feel like I’m becoming more and more unable to leave you. I am indeed very worried, worried that all this will turn into a beautiful dream, ultimately just an illusion.”
Lu Yuner’s heart suddenly trembled. “Anwan, you…”
“Sister Yuner, please let me finish.”
Su Qingwan interrupted, gazing deeply at her, and continued: “Sister Yuner, you’re not originally from here, and according to your plan, you wouldn’t stay here.”
“At first, you had no romantic feelings for me. It was I, I who shamelessly kept clinging to you persistently. In the end, you came to like me, following my wishes. But my appearance disrupted all your original plans.”
“The life here is never as good as your life in the other world. Moreover, there are your relatives, your friends, everything of Sister Yuner’s there, including all sorts of memories.”
As he spoke, Su Qingwan’s voice gradually choked up, his eyes full of endless loss and gloom. “I worry, I fear that Sister Yuner might suddenly leave me one day. If that happens, I would surely go crazy. I can’t bear such an outcome.”
Su Qingwan lowered his eyelashes, crystal tears falling from his eyes. “So I want to marry Sister Yuner quickly, to consummate our marriage early, to become your husband and bear children for you. At least it would give you some attachment and you wouldn’t leave.”
Hearing these words, Lu Yuner’s eyes narrowed slightly, a complex undercurrent surging in their depths.
Suddenly, she rolled on the bed, pinning Su Qingwan beneath her. Looking at the tearful young man with reddened eyes, he looked as pitiful as an abandoned puppy, tugging at one’s heartstrings.
Lu Yuner raised her hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes with her sleeve.
Regarding his thoughts, Lu Yuner had no blame whatsoever. In this female-dominated world where wives held the reins, all his thoughts were on her. From his perspective, it was normal to have such thoughts due to these concerns.
Lu Yuner reached out to smooth the loose strands of hair on his forehead, and said: “Anwan, look at me.”
Su Qingwan raised his wet, watery eyes to meet her gaze, looking utterly pitiful and wronged.
Lu Yuner’s heart trembled, and she said earnestly: “Anwan, what you said is right. Indeed, I had no romantic feelings for you at first. Anwan, you are of noble birth and handsome appearance. The women around you who admire you must be flocking to you.”
Su Qingwan frowned, his eyes full of worry. His hands nervously tugged at Lu Yuner’s collar as he hurriedly said: “Sister Yuner, but I only like you alone.”
Lu Yuner held his hands, using her eyes to signal him to let her finish. “The aristocratic families have always emphasized matching status. In terms of identity and status, I am not as good as other women, yet you have fallen deeply in love with me.”
“In our subsequent interactions, I gradually became fond of you. Facing you, whether emotionally or physically, I lost control time and time again. I knew I was slowly falling in love with you.”
“Indeed, the other world has everything of mine. It’s where I grew up. How could I possibly have no attachment at all?”
“I’ve lived two lifetimes. I’ve never before made any irrational decisions due to any emotions. Faced with your affection, your love, I just want to follow my true inner feelings and indulge myself properly.”
“And everything Anwan has done for me, I’ve seen it all and always kept it in my heart. You care about my feelings, you don’t force me to do anything, you disregard your life to shield me from poison darts. No one has ever treated me like this before.”
Lu Yuner gazed at him tenderly, leaning down to affectionately press her forehead against his fair one, nose to nose, and said gently: “So… I choose to stay because Anwan is worth it! And I once told Anwan, from now on I will only listen to Anwan alone. Without Anwan’s permission, I naturally won’t go anywhere.”
Su Qingwan’s whole body trembled, his bright eyes showing an extremely excited expression. The next second, he reached out with both hands to tightly hug Lu Yuner, and began to sob loudly beneath her.
“Wuwuwu—” Su Qingwan’s tears now flowed torrentially, his eyes brimming with tears like morning dew on flower petals, so delicate that the slightest touch of a finger would make them shatter.
Lu Yuner’s heart was about to break from his crying. She used her own mouth to seal his soft lips, and the person beneath her was stunned for a moment.
The next second, Su Qingwan forgot about crying. Lu Yuner secretly smiled; this trick was indeed effective.
Su Qingwan then actively raised his slender white neck, offering his lips to entwine deeply with hers.
All worries and concerns dissipated like smoke. The long-suppressed greed suddenly swarmed forth.
He was impatient, even frantically venting his covetousness, devouring and constantly drawing in the fragrance from her mouth, sucking on the soft, smooth sweetness.
The two were in the midst of passion when suddenly Lu Yuner stopped. Her gaze shifted slightly downward, and Lu Yuner came to her senses, instantly understanding what was happening.
The young master Su had a physiological reaction to her.
But at this moment, she dared not continue no matter what. This was in Yun Qinwang’s mansion after all!
At this moment, the entire room was filled with an ambiguous atmosphere. The intimate mood made Su Qingwan’s cheeks flush red with embarrassment.
The surroundings were silent, with only the uneven breathing of the two.
Su Qingwan’s eyes stared at Lu Yuner like burning flames, involuntarily letting out a sound that made one’s heart race.
Lu Yuner’s ears turned red. What was she to do now?
“Sister Yuner—” Su Qingwan’s face turned so red it could almost drip blood. His hands reached for Lu Yuner’s waistband, intending to untie it.
Seeing this, Lu Yuner quickly held his hands, shaking her head, “Anwan, we can’t.”
“Sister Yuner just said she’d listen to me, but now it doesn’t count.” Su Qingwan said with a shy red face, looking pitifully wronged: “But I… I feel so uncomfortable now.”
Lu Yuner let out a light sigh and said seriously: “Anwan, be good. We really can’t do this now. If we share a room before marriage, if word gets out, it would not only ruin your purity but also bring criticism to Yun Qinwang’s mansion.”
“If you’re feeling uncomfortable?” Lu Yuner thought for a moment, then looked up at him, her eyes filled with unfathomable amusement. She said with great interest: “I’ll tell you in a bit. First, look at the bed canopy and try to empty your mind a little.”
Empty his mind?
Su Qingwan had an innocent and confused look on his face. Those clear eyes widened slightly, looking extremely pure.
Lu Yuner smiled slightly, got up to pull down the bed curtain, taking the chance to glance at the sky. There was still time.
As the bed curtain was pulled down, the light dimmed considerably. In the small space, only the two of them remained. The ambiguous, heated particles continued to rise in temperature. Su Qingwan was now so nervous he didn’t move at all, his hands tightly gripping his undergarment, but his burning gaze closely followed the woman in front of him.
Noticing the passionate gaze cast upon her, Lu Yuner pressed down on him again. Looking at the stiff, motionless young man beneath her, and his curled fingers, she smiled, “Nervous?”
Su Qingwan pretended to be calm and shook his head, “No… not at all.”
“You say you’re not, but look at how you’re stuttering. Still saying you’re not nervous.” Lu Yuner looked at him with a deep smile.
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*Spotlight on Finished Novel Translations*
Men In The Royal Harem All Yearn For Her (Female-dominant)
One-line summary: The men (young empress, young empress dowager, crown prince) in the harem all yearn to become her consort.
Synopsis:
The female protagonist is a wildly popular heartthrob with a natural halo.
The male protagonist is a crazily obsessed and self-abasing loyal dog.
Qiu Shu, the top scholar’s daughter, is pure, elegant and incomparably enchanting, captivating countless admirers.
Being favored by the eldest prince, the most handsome man in the capital, and becoming his wife in a single move is truly the pride of a poor student.
However, what they don’t know is that the seemingly bright and splendid female protagonist lives in a battlefield of jealousy every day.
The cute and adorable young empress is unusually attached to her.
The gentlemanly and upright young empress dowager has an ambiguous relationship with her.
Even her aloof and proud eldest prince is actually a gloomy and petty jealous husband.
Trigger warning: All men in this novel are yandere style.
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