Chapter 81 (1)
Lu Yuner pondered for a moment, her thoughtful eyes fixed on Su Qingwan. She recalled that when she first saw him, the vast Imperial Academy was already empty of people, with only him waiting quietly for her outside the women’s college.
Today, class had ended later than usual, and he had waited happily until now. But upon meeting, he didn’t receive her enthusiastic response, instead getting a hint of reproach. She then realized that her tone when speaking to him earlier might have been a bit off.
Lu Yuner apologetically embraced him, smiling deeply as she leaned down to place a kiss on his fair neck. In the intervals between intimate moments, she continuously uttered fervent words, “Alright, it’s my fault. A-wan, don’t be angry anymore.”
Her kisses were gentle and delicate, like light feathers gliding across his skin, unhurried, making him feel a tingling sensation.
Su Qingwan suddenly stiffened, feeling his throat go dry. It was as if countless electric currents were coursing through his body, making him feel weak all over, his face flushed and his heart racing.
The slight hurt in Su Qingwan’s heart completely dissipated under Lu Yuner’s proactive affection.
That’s right! He was so easily appeased. As long as Elder Sister Yuner gave him a bit of sweetness, he could wholeheartedly forget everything and immerse himself in Elder Sister Yuner’s consistent tenderness, unable to extricate himself.
Lu Yuner didn’t go any further, putting some distance between them. Looking at the young man in her arms, his eyes like spring water and face flushed red, the corners of her mouth curled into a gentle smile as soft as spring water. “A-wan, are you still angry?”
Meeting Elder Sister Yuner’s affectionate gaze, Su Qingwan found it extremely enchanting. His heart suddenly jolted, but faced with Elder Sister Yuner’s doting and placating, he wanted to demand even more affection.
Su Qingwan, his face flushed and heart pounding, still said proudly: “Hmph! Elder Sister Yuner, don’t think you can make me forgive you just by using your feminine charms.”
Lu Yuner ruffled his hair, chuckling lightly: “Then how should I apologize to A-wan?”
Su Qingwan gazed at her deeply, “Actually, I just want Elder Sister Yuner to spend more time with me.”
“After returning to the capital, I know Elder Sister Yuner has been busier since transferring from the men’s college to teach at the women’s college. We haven’t seen much of each other these days. Before our engagement, I always obeyed you and kept my distance at the Imperial Academy. After returning to the mansion, I didn’t want to disturb your rest.”
“However, after getting engaged to Elder Sister Yuner, setting aside my identity as a student, I’m still Elder Sister Yuner’s fiancé. I miss you, so… I can only take the initiative to find you during your free time. Even if it’s just chatting with you for a bit, I’m very happy.”
As he spoke, Su Qingwan drooped his brows and eyes, like a little husband, complaining pitifully: “But… Elder Sister Yuner doesn’t seem to miss me at all… You said you would before, but you never take the initiative to find me…”
Lu Yuner thought for a moment. Indeed, she had been quite busy these past few days. Switching from teaching at the men’s college to the women’s college, besides having to readjust, these female students came from wealthy backgrounds and were cultivated from a young age to be pillars of the state. Their knowledge and foundation were all extraordinary.
To avoid misleading her students, she naturally had to constantly improve herself, which meant spending more time preparing for classes.
Additionally, there were several diligent female students who often couldn’t leave class on time to return home. She had wondered why the young master Su hadn’t appeared those days, but it turned out he was being considerate of her.
Knowing that he had always been obedient and not willful, well-behaved and fond of sticking close to her, he must have been unable to bear it anymore these past few days and came to find her personally. As he said, now that they were engaged, he was simply exercising his rights as a fiancé. What was wrong with that?
She had always believed that love wasn’t everything in life. Of course, she had feelings for the young master Su, but she had indeed neglected his feelings during this time.
Fortunately, everything was familiar now, so things would be easier going forward.
Seeing no response, Su Qingwan, after pouring out his heart, weakly raised his eyes to glance at Lu Yuner, carefully observing her expression. Women all prioritized their careers, and he was afraid she would think he was inconsiderate and get angry.
Lu Yuner’s expression turned serious, her tone sincere: “A-wan, it’s my fault. I’ve neglected your feelings because I’ve been busy during this time. I’ll definitely spend more time with you in the future.”
Hearing Elder Sister Yuner’s promise, Su Qingwan’s phoenix eyes suddenly gleamed, radiating a dazzling light as he stared at her intently. “Actually, I don’t necessarily need Elder Sister Yuner to actively accompany me. I know you’re busy, but when I have time, as long as Elder Sister Yuner doesn’t stop me from coming to find you and lets me stay by your side, that’s enough.”
“Before we were engaged, I always followed your words at the Imperial Academy. But now that everyone knows we’re engaged, can we not keep such distance? What I mean is, before we could only be together privately outside the mansion. At the Imperial Academy, we still maintained a teacher-student relationship when others were around. Can I come to this small courtyard often now? Don’t worry, I absolutely won’t disturb you when you’re working. I just want to help you pour tea when you’re thirsty, or massage your shoulders when you’re tired, okay?”
Lu Yuner’s eyes flickered, and she blurted out, “Okay, whatever you want.”
Actually, she didn’t care about these things. She had acted that way before because her relationship with young master Su wasn’t public. Now there was indeed no need to be so cautious. Otherwise, people might think their relationship wasn’t harmonious!
Su Qingwan’s eyes sparkled brightly, blazing with emotion, his joy evident in his eyes. “Elder Sister Yuner, you’re so good!”
Lu Yuner smiled along with him: “Alright, let’s get to work now!”
“Elder Sister Yuner, let me help you,” Su Qingwan said joyfully.
“Okay.” Lu Yuner released him, stood up and went to the cabinet to fetch clean bedding.
Su Qingwan got up and took the new bedding from Lu Yuner’s hands, smiling brightly: “Elder Sister Yuner, let me do it alone. You rest on the side.”
“This…” Lu Yuner looked at him uncertainly, hesitating.
Although these looked like simple daily household chores for ordinary people, for young master Su, who had a noble status and had always lived in luxury with many servants attending to him closely, he was surely unfamiliar with these tasks.
Knowing Elder Sister Yuner’s concerns, Su Qingwan said with great confidence: “Don’t worry, Elder Sister Yuner. I’ve done this before. If you don’t believe me, you can watch first.”
Lu Yuner was slightly stunned. He’s done this before?
After speaking, Su Qingwan turned and began to busy himself, while Lu Yuner quietly stood to the side. Changing bedding was actually simple; even someone inexperienced would just take more time. However, watching him skillfully change the bedding, her eyes flashed with a hint of surprise.
After a while, Su Qingwan took off his shoes and got on the bed, carefully smoothing out all the wrinkles. Satisfied, he sat obediently on the couch, raising his face seeking praise, his eyes twinkling with a smile as he gestured: “Elder Sister Yuner, see? I didn’t lie to you! I really can do it.”
Lu Yuner walked over and sat beside the couch, reaching out to touch it. She smiled at young master Su, “A-wan, when did you learn to do this?”
“Is Yuner very curious?” Su Qingwan moved closer to Lu Yuner, holding her hand, his sparkling eyes gazing at her as if mesmerized. “Before, I only knew about playing instruments, chess, calligraphy, and painting, as well as men’s needlework. I actually didn’t know anything about these daily chores.”
“But… but I want to take care of Elder Sister Yuner.” Su Qingwan slowly nestled into Lu Yuner’s arms, saying with utmost happiness: “So I learned from the servants in the mansion for a while. Elder Sister Yuner, don’t feel troubled or think I’m suffering. This is something I’m willing to do.”
“In a few more days… I will marry Elder Sister Yuner and become Elder Sister Yuner’s husband. I don’t want to leave the task of taking care of my wife’s daily life to others, so I seriously learned some things. In short, I will strive to be Elder Sister Yuner’s attentive and competent husband, and take good care of Elder Sister Yuner.”
Lu Yuner raised her hand to caress his silky black hair, her gaze focused as she looked down at the person in her arms. Suddenly, she realized how lucky and happy she was in this life to have met a lover whose eyes and heart were full of her.
Young master Su already had an extraordinary status, yet he was willing to change for her. He really, really loved her!
Her tone was as gentle and soft as water, “A-wan.”
“Hmm?” Hearing the call, Su Qingwan looked up to meet her gaze, but found himself immersed in those tender, loving peach blossom eyes. His heart fluttered, beating like a little deer running wild.
Elder Sister Yuner was already clear and otherworldly, beautiful beyond compare. Add to that those lively eyes, gazing at him so earnestly and lovingly… it simply made it hard for him to breathe.
Lu Yuner gazed at him unblinkingly, giving Su Qingwan all her attention. The next moment, she reached out to lift his well-defined chin, the corners of her mouth curling up slightly as she called out again, “A-wan.”
Hearing Elder Sister Yuner’s affectionate call again, countless waves stirred in his heart.
Su Qingwan’s face turned red. Although shy, he still met Lu Yuner’s burning gaze, his eyes occasionally glancing at those lips so close to him, his throat unconsciously bobbing.
His eyes were full of twinkling starlight, like the reflection of a galaxy, full of anticipation for Elder Sister Yuner’s next move.
Lu Yuner, however, kept looking at him with smiling eyes without making any further moves. Instead, she reached out her other hand to gently caress his fair face, admiring this devastatingly handsome little face.
Although she wasn’t particularly drawn to looks, she had to admit that in this female-dominated world, young master Su was probably the most handsome man she had ever seen.
His features were delicate and beautiful, yet without a trace of powder or rouge. He had been raised so preciously, and that teardrop mole under his eye made him exude an intangible charm.
Such a handsome man, looking at him every day was indeed a great enjoyment.
Looking at those clear and pure eyes, more dazzling than the stars in the night sky.
At this moment, Su Qingwan felt a slight disappointment. Soft jade and fragrant warmth in his arms, yet she remained unmoved.
At the same time, he noticed that Elder Sister Yuner usually only took the initiative to kiss him when he was sad and upset, or needed comfort. When they were together normally, it was just simple hugs.
Thinking of this, Su Qingwan’s previous self-doubt rose again.
“Elder Sister Yuner…” Su Qingwan, with complicated feelings, reached out to hold those warm hands, his gaze filled with undisguised adoration, about to continue speaking.
At this moment.
“Bang bang bang!” Suddenly, a knocking sound came from outside the courtyard, interrupting the tender moment between the two.
“A-wan, you tidy up first. I’ll go open the door and see who it is.” Lu Yuner frowned slightly, puzzled as she stood up and walked towards the outside of the room.
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If you’re like me…
Too tired of reading stories where the female lead is often foolish, weak, feeble both physically and mentally, usually in a subservient and oppressed role in society such as a maid, secretary, concubine… or to put it bluntly, typically the one who has to serve and please the male lead, always needing protection and rescue from male leads, while the male lead is often described as talented, strikingly handsome, powerful,…
Then please continue reading.
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Every day, movies and comics continuously reinforce the notion that women are weak, that they can only handle trivial matters in the background, that women are petty-minded and constantly jealous, mocking, and laughing at other women, while men are strong, wealthy, and solely focused on conquering the world, with countless mindless women ready to fall into their arms.
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In my country, there was a rare renowned female poet in ancient times who wrote the following about the fate of women in that era:
“Damn this life of sharing a husband,
One wrapped in warmth, the other left cold.
I’d rather have stayed single from the start,
Than to endure a life so torn apart.”
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*Spotlight on Finished Novel Translations*
The Male Lead’s Obsessive (Female-dominant)
One-line summary: She is his lifelong obsession, to the point where he was willing to be a third wheel, scorned by society, just to wedge his way into her relationship with her fiancé.
Synopsis:
Cold-hearted and indifferent female lead + Scheming and subservient CEO male lead
Summary:
Rong Xiu’s biggest regret in life was missing out on Fan Xia.
He secretly loved Fan Xia for 7 years.
Watched her go public with her boyfriend.
Watched her kiss her boyfriend at their wedding.
Until that man blissfully nestled in Fan Xia’s arms, obtaining everything he could only dream of.
The crazy jealousy stripped away his hidden secret love, layer by layer, burning like wildfire.
Fan Xia, how can I have you!
【Reading and Trigger Warning Guide】
1. Female dominant, male submissive, male pregnancy
2. Male lead schemes his way to the top, male competition
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